Emotions are high, and heart strings are being pulled

Keep in mind relationships are a lot of work, I now this very will. Me and my boyfriend are going through what some relationships do in the beginning of growing and learning of one another. Sometimes we need a little space away for each other.

Our relationship is just a baby right now. It’s growing, learning, and discovering it’s new life together. We are starting to sense each others feelings more, knowing when the others not feeling well. We now what buttons to push and how to get on each others nerves.

I have learned from past relationships that nothings going to be what you want it to be. Excepting each others up and downs is the hardest thing to do for both of you. But ones you find the way to except each others ups and downs, the relationship part gets so much better. I am hopping me and Sean get through all of our high emotions, and our downs because I now deep inside we do love each other equally. We would not fight for the relationship so much if we didn’t. 

I wrought this for Sean my love and hopefully partner in life someday.     

I love you Sean!

I am not feeling good today, my head is in a fog and I’m in pain.

I hate headaches they don’t feel good at all. My head is just not liking me at all today. 

Positive thinking or positive emotions should be this worlds first priority. If everyone put one positive thought in their minds everyday they would find the world goes smoother. 

I use to make a worthy list, starting with five things I’m worthy of in my life, ending with ten. 

My exampled of a worthy list, it’s very simple.

I used a computer to print it out or I would wright it down on paper.

1. I am worthy
2. I am worthy
3. I am worthy
4. I am worthy
5. I am worthy 

Add to I am worthy 

Say to you’re self in the mirror every morning you’re worthy list till you believe what you are saying.  This helps not only if you have bad self esteem but to keep a good self esteem if it’s being threatened. 

Do remember you are not alone everyone in this world goes through hard times.   

Where is thy rose?

I do not see it in my hand
but I see blood poring from my vision
for thy thorns have pricked me

Where is thy rose?

I do not see it in my hand
but there is a sent that lingers so sweetly
for thy perfumer I smell so strongly

Where is thy rose?

I see it now in my garden
with bloody thorns
and a perfume so sweet

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